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Mon, 07 Aug 2006 05:47:26 GMT

heights for Shabbos w/ Devo, Hinda and Peru
the boy was in too :) made challah, cookies, pecan pie and apple pie. all came out good, except for the Challa i forgot to add oil until the last minute and completely forgot the salt oops. everything else came out good.

went to the boy for Friday night. i was the only girl but he and his 3 friends made me feel comfy. they made him the Shabbos Abba (lol). theyre very sweet and caring guys. really supportive to each other. and they sang! and they have really good voices! all week i was wondering if he was going to sing Aishet Chayil and what he would do if he did it, yes i know im a girl. so he did and i was so good that i didnt really check out what he was doing but we did catch eyes at one point and he smiled at me :) yay!

he cooked for Shabbos too! he made soup, deli roll, and kugel. he likes to point put how train-able he is. very sweet of him. the meal was very nice.i was worried abt it but it went well. his friends were impressed that Julia Child is a role model of mine haha. i found out the next morning that i was unanamously approved by the guys yay! he walked me home (scary heights haha) and while we wereon Devos block she stuck her beautiful head out the window and said hello, she sent Hinda down to open the door for us (thanx again!). when i got upstairs i was grilled by Devo. then we all snuggled for a bit.

woke up in tim for Shul (first time for everyting) and headed down the hill for some prayer. boy and 2 friends came for Davening and lunch. i was a bit worried abt being out w the boy, it was our first "public appearance" and i am a gaint spazz. it was big for me to let him meet my friends and to meet his. there were a few questions asked and quizical looks but Hinda and Peru helped w those (more thanks!). im getting more comfortable w the fact that i have a boyfriend (an amazing one at that).

ill update more later but i need to charge my comp and head to bed

love and faith

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 18:23:20 GMT

so i was hanging out w Hank after our walk (dont forget to drink bc its ridiculously hot outside!) and i barked at him and i guess im pretty good b/c for abt two minutes straight he was barking and looking for the
"other dog", i guess all my hard work has paid off lol.
p.s. this morning i went back to bed after i took him out of his crate (where he sleeps till hes fully housetrained and its also "his own room" and he came in and laid down on me like he was cuddling w me :) so yummy ....
love and faith

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:55:59 GMT

ok hi, how are you? as i write some of what i will be writing tonight ill be thinking in myhead "omg i can't believe im writing this!" so first on the list:
MAZAL TOV BRACHA! so happy and excited for you! you special lady!

next: i have a boy. no, a different boy than before, dont ask abt that. hes so sweet, genuine, caring, frum (lol), funny, cute, and bald (hahaha) and is totally smitten w me :) anyway we are both in the heights for Shabbos and will be having meals together. shout out to the uber-fab Big D for having me all of Shabbos and him for a meal. he's meet my Dad and my dog (more on that later) and thats big for me bc ive never had a guy meet my parents before. he wants to meet the rest of my family and says whenever i am ready i am welcomed to meet his and i actually want to meet them! he's the eldest with 2 younger bros and a younger sis. they're very close which is something that i love and aspire to have with my own sibling. ok i cant believe i wrote abt him ahhh! haha

my Doggie: i have a doggie! yes hes mine and hes delicous! hes abt 6 monthes old and a poodle. his name is Hank and would love for you to come over and play! he likes to play in sprinklers and eat paper and anything else he can. we are very close bc i hang out w him all day and take hi for lots of walks, he repays me with facials a.k.a licking my face. we are training him to do that under the command of "kisses".

summer job: i am doing pprwork for my neighboor.

writing: i am going to be writing an article for the touro newsppr abt stu gov (woohoo go stu gov!) and revised an essay for my boy (haha i have a boy! its so wierd to say that, yes i know, stop hmsing me in ur mind). Prof Popkin and i started emailing abt his upcoming Lit of the Self class which i am uber-excited abt bc hes teaching it and that hes starting w Alice In Wonderland/Through the Looking Glass which I've been wanting to reread with a more abdult perspective on.

my comp: i have found the charger but i still need to take it in. its a bit slow and i dont think that the chargers working very well, what really gives it away is the sizzling noise and ooccassional spark it makes.

ok my boy has sung me my Spanish bed time song (so cute) and im fallig asleep so love to all!
i can't wait to spend Shabbos w Hinda!!!!
Happy Birthday Roni!

love and faith

i thought this was cool, esp where it says the part it was left open to

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 02:38:21 GMT

Irish Worker Finds Ancient Book of Psalms

By SHAWN POGATCHNIK, A

DUBLIN, Ireland (July 25) - Irish archaeologists Tuesday heralded the discovery of an ancient book of psalms by a construction worker who spotted something while driving the shovel of his backhoe into a bog.


	National Museum of Ireland / AP The 20-page book of psalms, dated to the years 800-1000, was found open to a page describing a psalm in which God hears complaints of other nations' attempts to wipe out the name of Israel. Talk About It: Post Thoughts

The approximately 20-page book has been dated to the years 800-1000. Trinity College manuscripts expert Bernard Meehan said it was the first discovery of an Irish early medieval document in two centuries.

"This is really a miracle find," said Pat Wallace, director of the National Museum of Ireland, which has the book stored in refrigeration and facing years of painstaking analysis before being put on public display.

"There's two sets of odds that make this discovery really way out. First of all, it's unlikely that something this fragile could survive buried in a bog at all, and then for it to be unearthed and spotted before it was destroyed is incalculably more amazing."

He said an engineer was digging up bogland last week to create commercial potting soil somewhere in Ireland's midlands when, "just beyond the bucket of his bulldozer, he spotted something." Wallace would not specify where the book was found because a team of archaeologists is still exploring the site.

"The owner of the bog has had dealings with us in past and is very much in favor of archaeological discovery and reporting it," Wallace said.

Crucially, he said, the bog owner covered up the book with damp soil. Had it been left exposed overnight, he said, "it could have dried out and just vanished, blown away."

The book was found open to a page describing, in Latin script, Psalm 83, in which God hears complaints of other nations' attempts to wipe out the name of Israel.

Wallace said several experts spent Tuesday analyzing only that page -- the number of letters on each line, lines on each page, size of page -- and the book's binding and cover, which he described as "leather velum, very thick wallet in appearance."

It could take months of study, he said, just to identify the safest way to pry open the pages without damaging or destroying them. He ruled out the use of X-rays to investigate without moving the pages.

Ireland already has several other holy books from the early medieval period, including the ornately illustrated Book of Kells, which has been on display at Trinity College in Dublin since the 19th century.

07/25/06 16:10 EDT

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Tue, 18 Jul 2006 05:21:51 GMT

things i am learning:

to let go of things that are outside my control

be supported by those who love me (and i love me) (special shoutouts to Big D and Shera)

accepting the fact that i may not always be where i want to be in my relationships w people

to stand up for my ideas (a "break" is a stupid idea (thats why they made fun of it on friends) and i shouldve stuck to my guns abt it)

mmmmmelatonin bc im still learning

o yea and im worth changing your shirt for :)

I guess it runs in the family....

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 06:16:13 GMT

Congratualtions to me bc im a dorm counselour! yay! I applied for it and didnt think I would get it but I did which makes me happy! I'm also happy to be getting more involved in a great school with awesome ppl! I've always wanted to be involved but now I'm actually doing it! so basically I will have to give my priotizing and no procrastinating skills some excercise! I will balance:
              school work
               stu gov
               dorm counselour
                ncsy
                hms
                my job (which I will stop procrastinating abt and apply for this week)
                other stuff that I am forgetting
its alot but im up to it! I'm really excited!

Happy Birthday to my Mom (on Monday)!

Love and Faith

o yea and I've started capitalizing my name and "I", very proud of myself, for loving myself (hey Big D -tag
your it, I want to see you do some of it (in addition to the fantabulous job you're doing!)

hopefully this'll start a trend

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 13:23:20 GMT

http://music.aol.com/videos/sarah-mclachlan-world-on-fire

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 21:36:32 GMT

ahhh back from my interview with Fresh Direct. i might be interning for them this summer. how super cool would that be? im pretty excited. the "corporate headquaters" are in long island city, which is kinda a schlep but whtvr, and it seemes like a really chill fun work enviroment. majority of the ppl are 20-30 years old and i got to see the CEO! so cool! if i get the job i think im goign to dare myself to introduce myself to him lol. im so cool hahaa. anyway so i got dressed up for the interview and i was told that one shouldnt really wear sandals/open toe shoes tot hese things. so i wore my black flat pointy steve madden shoes (designed in long island city too) which i thought i had broken in but alas i know have a purple inch long (not kidding) purplish chunk of not supposed to be exposed layer of skin on the back of my right foot. stupid shoes dyed my foot when they tore a hole in my foot. grrr and theyre not even heels. but all in all i got to see and interview at fresh direct. yay!
o and i asked them abt their dress code, specifically footwear and they said flip flops and sneakers!!! that makes me and my feet happy. lol
what are you doing this summer? hope youve got happy plans and happy feet!
love and faith

shoutout to the Trenchers: Mazal Tov on being married for 10 years and having some of the cutest kids ever! i love you!

Thu, 25 May 2006 17:08:43 GMT

ahhh took my last final this morning mmmmmm. feels good. i just finished my first year of college!?! wow. i am so old and yet i have friends who graduated this year and even beyond that as well.

it feels good to look back on this year. i started out living at home and then moved into the dorms for the second semester. that def helped with the social life. i have great relationships with amazing, caring, genuine, and loving people; who also put up w/ me when i get mean (thanx guys!) and dress me (lol). i'm in relationships taht i never thought i would be in. i'm being treated right and gettting used to it :) i've gotten better at keeping in touch. been more honest with my feelings.

i'm on student government and might even be a dorm counselor. i have the power to email the whole school.i had an idea, spoke up abt it, organized it and had a speaker come in about it. afterwards the Dean (a.k.a my best friend, shes so cool!) emailed me saying "im glad you made this happen", for all you uyo/hmsers, i made things happen! i love how she used those words without even knowing! i had lunch with one of my fav teachers who told me i was interesting. i'm freinds with administration and the maintance guys and i love my school.

my Bro's getting married on Sunday!!! im so happy and excited!!!! shes an awesome girl and theyre very cute and loving together. only simchas here i come lol.

wow that felt good. i love you guys and hope that you take moments from your lives and reflect on how much you have accomplished.

love and faith

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 05:21:38 GMT

ChElana ChPeru chand chFeboprah ChBrody chcame chand chwoke chme chup chok
chcuz cheverytinme chwe chtouch chi chfeel chthe chstatic
chand chi chsmell chlike chElanas chPEREW IS A COUNTRY!
OK GOODNIGHT!
love and faith

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 08:04:13 GMT

- moved into dorms on tues or weds, a bit overwhelming but going well, didnt get into teh apt that i wanted to but i am next door to it which is prob better this way i can have my own space. come visit!

-J L spoek to the guy she wants to set me up w, hes going to be havinga really stressful work week and wants to wait till the next week so he can give me the attention i deserve. i was so taken aback by that! like wow what a nice guy! i dont think i've ever had that! she said thats actually how nice he is, this could be excellent! wow.

-speaking of guys, spoke to phone guy, on phone. havent spoken to him (not im or phone) since moving into dorms. talked abt some things that needed to be talked abt. we also got into a heated convo, that almost turned into an argument, but was somewhat diffused by his saying "wow, are we like almost having an argument? im glad this isnt in person for fear that you might hit me" to which i said "yea it seems that way, good thing im Shomer and dont touch boys". he said he had been thinking abt how he was like the "except" (aka the only boy that im currently close w) and i told hm that after thinking abt it ive relized that there are other guys in my life right now that i might be getting close to and guys from my past that im reconnecting w. im not sure how i feel abt all that but thats another discussion. after the "fight" we had that akward silence and i tried to break it with humor to avoid feeling hurt/anger but i caught myself and told him to call me back in 10 minutes. he called back and things were bttr.

-abt the other guy ppl wanted to set me up w....S D the original person who wanted to set me up w him told me that she had gone out w him before going to sem and they broke up bc he didnt think it was appropraite for her tobe dating someone while in sem, which was the nice appropraite thing to do. there was some weirdness between them, neither was really sure what had happened and both were thinking that their ideas were correct but in reality werent, after much thought the 2 meet abt 2 weeks ago and discussed everything and got it all out in the open. she said she didnt tell me this earlier bc she wanted to know the whole story and really be honest w me, which i apprecaite. she warned me that he can be very closed off emotionally and that u really need to pull to get stuff out of him. im a bit worried about that. she said he also has some growing up tp do which is prob the reason why hes still not married. she also noted that his hashkafa might be a bit different from mine and she pointed out something that he did (that was well known) that i dont think is so kosher so thats something to think abt.

-in other news, I GOT A B+ IN ENGLISH!!!! she doesnt give a's and i was so worried abt this grade!!! B''H it all worked out. now im only missing one grade. my gpa is 3.7128 woohoo! im actually going to do the work in my hebrew classes this semster so i can get an a instead of b+ in those.

-so far seems like this semester will be hard but good. wish me luck!

love and faith

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 23:47:35 GMT

if you are a website, more specifically if you are e-bay or half.com, shouldn't your cutsomer service via phone be 24/7? just a suggestion.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 17:33:12 GMT

nothing like a disney movie to get a person out of a down mood. i find that i have a specail spot for Mulan. i never relized how many funny lines are in it (yes many of them corny but still good). plus theres something abt the music that hasn't been in many of the newer disney movies.
i think im on a bit of a chinese/asain fix. read memoirs of a geisha, ate chinese food, and watched mulan, haha im so sterotypical and uncultured. im really fasicnated by the Geisha culture. they seem subservaint but theres so many power struggles behind the scenes. theres so much detail and refinement that goes into it. i've always been interested in things like that. i've always wanted to go to one of those etiquette schools and really learn my manners and be more ladylike.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 02:12:10 GMT

signed online to check my mail and my grades. most of my grades are in, everything except english and contemp probs in Jewish law. im not really worried abt the Jewish class but im really worried about english. i had never written a formal research ppr before and i got really nervous about it and i just dont want to go into.

i emailed Kim and Debra last night/this morning. hopefully will hear back soon. checked my mail and got an email from NCSY taht the Rabbi wrote to their business partners i guess (it said "dear ncsy partners") and it spoke abt stuff happening in the region and abt almost every advisor. to be honest i feel bad that i wasnt included. i worked hard on it and tried to do a good job. after thinking abt it i relize taht a few other ppl were left out as well but i dont know i just feel bummed abt the entire experiience in general. i know that im being to hard on myself in certain areas, i have to relize taht the kids and i will not have this amazing instant connecttion and that its something to work on. it just frustrates me to see other ppl forming such relationships while im doing alot of the behind the scenes work.

so i signed online and the boy was on so im-ed him, hoping he could cheer me up a bit. he had a 13 hour day at a work and is exhausted. he went to eat and told me he'd call me later. i doubt ill tell him that the email bummed me out. when i look at the big picture i shouldn't really be bummed but i seem to be stuck in the moment and i kinda want to feel it.

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 20:20:26 GMT

J L asked me a few days ago if i was ready to start dating. i thought this was a bit random but said ok. we spoke abt why i think im ready and all thatstuff that im not really in the mood to get into. she told me that she has a guy shed like to set me up w. hes 22/23, very nice, sweet, good sense of humor, average height, "has amazingly beautiful blue eyes", and works w stocks. sounds good to me. she showed me a pic, hes cute. he also has an ex who cheated on him and then called to tell him that she was engaged, wow. i asked her why she thought of me for this guy and she said that when she was talking to him abt what he wants ina girl he said someone like her (shes dating his friend Avi). she said that i am like her "only without the drama" hahaha. i was happy to hear that. she also mentioned our thing of "sharing guys", we used to have crushes on alot of the same guys. anyway i told her to tell him that im new to the dating thinga nd that im going to be taking things slow, she said he wasvery happy to hear abt the taking it slow part. im excited about this and well see what happens. shes talking to him again on weds so maybe well exchange numbers or something. well see what happens....
love and faith

o and ppl want to set me up w another boy. so who know s whats going onw that one. last i heard he was in Israel for vac

o the things that go bump in the night

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 08:01:53 GMT

-over 2 hour phone conversation with the boy. brought up talking to guys and basically told everything. hes the only guy except for R who ive spoken to abt this. i know theres a coincidence. the twoo guys ive opened up to the most and who i feel the most comfortable with. most of the other guys have faded away and i havent had to say anything. ive kept the atitude (aka told ppl who i am uncomfortable telling that i dont talk to guys) that if they want to talk to me they can get in touch w me. i miss Debra and Kim (them, their support and their advice, must call them soon). since im doing NCSY and that is coed and means im working w guys that are arnd my age and such i dont know if i could tell him no and continue to work there. plus im friendly w other guys outside of ncsy. hes just the only one i really talk to tahts a guy. i dont want to hurt him and im afraid that ill hurt myself more than necessary. he goes for late night walks, i think im ripe for one of those.

-T is drunk, not good. i have sent her to bed and i hope that she is. no more late night parties w the boys for her, except that shes going back to college which means more of them.

-my first grade is in i recieved a b+ in Megillah. i could have gotten an a but i procrastinated and did not do my best. note to self : STOP!

-talking to Chayas Elkin (haha) abt grades and Israel

today
-got out of the house, first time since tues night due to stomach virus. went to Palisades Mall w Dad. bought a 3 cd 90's mix (Hinda i think you, Yeetz, and me are going to have to take a rode trip), Matisyahu cd. Chaia's hair stuff. brown v-neck sweater and brown 3/4 sleeve polo. presents for Yeetz and Hinda. visited the apple store there (didnt know they had one so didnt bring my comp, would it be ridiculous if i named it? i was thinking abt Bernice....). looked at some books there and will order them for cheap online. ordered da vinci code online for Dad (i heart addall.com). ok need to sleep.

love and faith
amy

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 05:12:13 GMT

post Shabbaton entry...somuch to write that abt but maybe not here bc i think i might finally use my moleskin.....

i am very tired, very sore, very black and blue,, and very much wanting to make connections with the kids. i know that im being hard on myself but when i think about the effects that my advisors had on me, its hard not to wish that i could do it for someone else. i have to be patient and let the kids learn taht they can trust me and that i am there for them. a few have made stes towards it and i guess i should try and focus on that.

i was placed in a romm w a girl who was in NCSY w me that i dont think i spoke maybe 2 words to. however over the course of the weekend she, her friends and i spoke and become friendly. theres always a reason why Gd puts you in certain places at certain times.

there was a bit of a panic when 2 of them went missing a.k.a left the room after curfew and disappeared. they were found and im not sure that they understand what they did or what they were missing. there are always a few ppl who just mock everything abt the Shabbaton and what its about, i have to say that i was pretty open w them and tried to help them as best they could. it upsets me that theyre missing such an amazing oppertunity for closeness w themselves, other ppl, and Gd. but everything at its time.

gtg my Bro's home and needs the fam comp, gnight all
love and faith

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 14:13:00 GMT

i don't think i've been up this early in a few weeks. i also actually got out of bd and didn't shhut off the alram and go back to bed for an hour. soooooo tempting. time to get ready for a crazy/awesome weekend...Ncsy Shabbaton here i come.
love and faith

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 15:43:33 GMT

my aol welcome screen has informed me that Angelina Jolie is supposedly pregnant w Brad Pitts baby (?). i love how this makes headlines, if you think about it every time some one (not just clelebrities) get pregnant, have a baby, etc it should make the news and be celebrated. how crazy is it that two ppl can make another one!? do ppl ever stop and think about that kind of stuff? like "wow i woke up and im breathing! tahts awesome!".

on another note, looking at the situation its weird that she'd want to have his baby and put his name onto her kids names. he was married when u started "going out/haviong sex/whatever it is you do". doesn't that make him a cheater and isnt that adultery? call me strange or prude or whtvr but id be hesitant to get into a relationship (esp have babies w) someone who cheated and even more so cheaed while they were married! chill your hormones ppl! if Jews can be shomer you can keep your hands on your souse.oy.

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 05:56:08 GMT

boy and i had a 1 hour 27 min and 40 sec (hello call timer) convo tonight. i feel really comfortable talking to him. hes intelligent, well rounded, funny, artistic (prob switching into rhode island school of design), just all around awesome guy. he knows music and just random cool information. could i go on havin phone and im convos until i find "the one"? doesn't sound so smart. i barely talk to guys anymore except for him. oy.

i will Gd willing hand in both of my final papers tommorrow. im a bit nervous but we shall see what happens.

my oldest friend, who lives in my building, is going to paris for a semester this weds. its weird for me to watch her go and say goodbye. i keep thinking about what it was like for ppl saying goodbye to me when i went to Israel. i wish she would go to Israel. shes well traveled in europe but never been to Israel. she tells me that she may do birthright and wants me to go w her. id love to go but dont know if i'll qualify (i was there for abt a year but never went on a formal "teen" tour). id also be worried about taking someones spot. hmm.

i should go to sleep. ok last few revisions on paper and then bed time.

love and faith

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 23:27:24 GMT

Sheena just called me and told me that another girl in my ethics class got engaged, here are the class standings:
5 girls total in class
1 girl pregnant (will be induced either this monday or the next)
2 girls engaged in 2 weeks
Sheena and i still single

the newest engaged girl was supoosedly dating the guy for about a month, if i married someone that i knew for a month id be married like atleast 10 times and have atleast 10 kids. does this mean that theres such a thing as love at first sight?

while in high school i made a pact with my friend, who i've know since elementary school, that if by the age of 30 we're both unmarried and atleast somewhat attractive we'd marry the other. why does my life feel like a sitcom sometimes?

i told Sheena about Big D's idea of having an unengagment party. i joked that we should make the engaged girls who want to come bring a guys number. she mentioned how this girl in touro who was engaged (it was broken off but taht was the right thing to do) gave the dorm mother a bunch of Shaddchanims numbers so they could come to the dorm and interveiw girls. i've always joked about this stuff but its becoming a reality. wierd.

im in a funny mood..

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 01:07:52 GMT

in my attempt to have my english ppr magically done wo/out me having to work on it, i have signed online and am currently saying amusing things to my dearest Hinda, example:

Bow646 [7:57 P.M.]: i feel like if u wore pants ud own a pair of leather pnes i dont know hwy but it just popped into my head
hinda [7:57 P.M.]: lol
hinda [7:58 P.M.]: im putting that on my facebook
hinda [7:58 P.M.]: hahahahha
Bow646 [7:58 P.M.]: like dark red or black ones
Bow646 [7:58 P.M.]: btw i meant to say pants
hinda [7:59 P.M.]: lol
hinda [7:59 P.M.]: ill fix it
hinda[7:59 P.M.]: im gonna change ur SN to goodamy
Bow646 [8:00 P.M.]: lol gonan get me in trouble
hinda[8:00 P.M.]: heehee
hinda[8:00 P.M.]: done
Bow646 [8:00 P.M.]: btw how funny would it be if ppl were like "i have to be careful about what i put on my facebook page bc it might mess up my chances of getting a good shidduch"
hinda [8:01 P.M.]: lol
hinda[8:01 P.M.]: i kKNOW
hinda [8:01 P.M.]: lol
The End
umm someone please tell me why i cant get this ppr done! stress stress stress stress

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:08:09 GMT

i havent updated in a looong time but whtvr.

1)boy situation:
a)funny train story: after class and some shoping (big sale at zara, i got 5 skirts for like 120, i felt like a stern girl in there hahaha) i got on the train and headed home. after a few stops a cute Jew boy got on (i know bc he was wearing a Kippah ok). i was kinda impressed by his fashion sense (aka purple and dark red roo sneakers, trendily torn jeans, cant remeber what tshirt, and a fair isle-ish sweater, p.s. he was carrying an abercrombie shopping bag). we did the whole "im looking at you but hoping you dont notice/hoping you do thing". we were both listening to music (visible headphones) and he did some head bopping and foot tapping. i was sitting next to the umm thing i cant think of now, basically the aisle, and after a few stops the person next to me got off and he sat down (!! haha). we continue doing the whole looking thing and i take off my glasses and start cleaning them and looking around w/out them on (i have very nice eyes and during class we were talking abt them so i was a bit confident abt them (lol that sounds so cracked out)). i did notice tha his jeans had a few lil whole on the upper thigh portion to which one could see some leg hair, it was hard nt to laugh, like whats the point of having holes up there like please share ur leg hair or on some undies w me, thats exactly what i was hoping to see today! i woke up saing" man id better see some strangers leg hair today or life is just not worth living". i digress, so the holes were funny and a lil bit hot. however there was no speakage btwn us , sniffle sniffle. i did nearly pee my pants when he got off at 181st.
b) last night convo w phone boy (as he has now been dubbed):
boy [12:48 A.M.]: it was on the shabaton in rhose island'i stayed up in the room one nigh and it was on
boy [12:48 A.M.]: i ws in awe
Bow646 [12:48 A.M.]: haha thats a good story
Bow646 [12:48 A.M.]: like clasic
boy [12:49 A.M.]: thanx
boy[12:49 A.M.]: all tru
boy [12:50 A.M.]: were u there?
Bow646 [12:50 A.M.]: i think so
boy [12:51 A.M.]: when did we meet btw/
boy [12:51 A.M.]: the boston one?
Bow646 [12:51 A.M.]: idn could be
boy [12:52 A.M.]: ya i think it was
Bow646 [12:54 A.M.]: was that the one w work those glutes
boy [12:54 A.M.]: yep
Bow646 [12:55 A.M.]: hmm i think we might have met b4 that but got "close" on that one
boy [12:55 A.M.]: thts possible
boy [12:56 A.M.]: hmmmm
Bow646 [12:58 A.M.]: idn
boy[12:58 A.M.]: "close"...
Bow646 [12:59 A.M.]: yeaaaa
Bow646 [12:59 A.M.]: w ur glutes
Bow646 [12:59 A.M.]: only tho (insert name of girl who he hooked up w one Shabbaton) got closer to them than me ;)
boy [12:59 A.M.]: hahahaaha
boy [12:59 A.M.]: aaaah
boy [12:59 A.M.]: lol
boy [12:59 A.M.]: yeah
Gberg86 [12:59 A.M.]: i guess so
Bow646 [12:59 A.M.]: haha
boy[1:00 A.M.]: do u wish it was u?
Bow646 [1:00 A.M.]: sometimes
boy [1:01 A.M.]: me too
Bow646 [1:01 A.M.]: yea this is where it would be helpful/akward to have this convo in person
boy[1:02 A.M.]: ud rather have this talk in person
Bow646 [1:02 A.M.]: idn
boy [1:02 A.M.]: these taks generally go better in person
boy [1:02 A.M.]: bc or their nature
boy [1:02 A.M.]: etc'
Bow646 [1:02 A.M.]: yea i hear
boy [1:03 A.M.]: u know...someone could write a book about us..or prob has......."the realtionship tht never was"
Bow646 [1:03 A.M.]: lol
Bow646 [1:03 A.M.]: whtvr man everything happens or doesnt happen for a reason
boy [1:05 A.M.]: u were saying.....
Bow646 [1:05 A.M.]: nothing
boy [1:06 A.M.]: oh
boy [1:06 A.M.]: wait...are u being snappy..its unclear bc this is IM
Bow646 [1:06 A.M.]: nagh man i really dont know
Bow646 [1:07 A.M.]: btw snappy haha
boy [1:07 A.M.]: ok ok
Bow646 [1:08 A.M.]: im glad to say i cant pull off being a b....
boy[1:08 A.M.]: itch
Bow646 [1:09 A.M.]: 'xeactly
Bow646 [1:09 A.M.]: haha
boy [1:09 A.M.]: im skimming up and down our convo
Bow646 [1:09 A.M.]: oy
boy [1:09 A.M.]: all this could have been covorred in 2 min of talking
boy [1:09 A.M.]: lol
Bow646 [1:09 A.M.]: lol
boy [1:10 A.M.]: but
boy [1:10 A.M.]: theres n advantage to this concerning u
boy [1:10 A.M.]: i think u dont always say ';it" when its necessary
boy [1:10 A.M.]: i do it sometmes too
boy [1:11 A.M.]: am i on point or just being a judgemental a$$hle
Bow646 [1:11 A.M.]: lol well just so were clear clarify "it"
Bow646 [1:11 A.M.]: is it whats on my mind? feeling?
boy [1:11 A.M.]: words, thoughts
boy [1:11 A.M.]: etc
boy [1:11 A.M.]: y?
Bow646 [1:11 A.M.]: got it
boy [1:12 A.M.]: unless theres an "it" tht i dont know about
boy [1:12 A.M.]: ha ha double question time
Bow646 [1:12 A.M.]: i think ur right but i also think that everyone does it
boy [1:12 A.M.]: yeah
boy [1:13 A.M.]: but some of us more than others
Bow646 [1:13 A.M.]: true but it also depends on the enviroment, moods, etc
boy [1:13 A.M.]: anywaay m gonna cut thru all this w my lyrical butter knife.......
boy [1:14 A.M.]: in some cases, not all, guys/men (etc) when befriending a woman sometimes wants more
boy [1:14 A.M.]: whether he can or cannot have it
boy [1:14 A.M.]: its natural
boy [1:15 A.M.]: i get what im saying, as vague as i was
boy [1:15 A.M.]: do u?
boy [1:15 A.M.]: cuz my thught was diff.
boy [1:15 A.M.]: tht may have some out ecgh.....
Bow646 [1:16 A.M.]: i understand what ur sayinga dn i now its natural
boy [1:16 A.M.]: how can we stay friends ifi keep thinking things
Bow646 [1:16 A.M.]: but r u saying that thats whats going on btwn us
Bow646 [1:16 A.M.]: o i guess u r
boy [1:17 A.M.]: im confused
Bow646 [1:17 A.M.]: ok yes or no " boy [1:14 A.M.]: in some cases, not all, guys/men (etc) when befriending a woman sometimes wants more
boy [1:14 A.M.]: whether he can or cannot have it"
Bow646 [1:17 A.M.]: applies to us?
boy [1:18 A.M.]: i dont know if thses thoughts are two ways
boy [1:18 A.M.]: but yes, i think these things sometimes
Bow646 [1:18 A.M.]: two ways?
boy [1:19 A.M.]: urmind, my mind
Bow646 [1:19 A.M.]: i think its both
boy [1:19 A.M.]: do u mean tht like, in genral or specifically to this case
boy[1:19 A.M.]: i sound like a lawyer, lol
Bow646 [1:19 A.M.]: both
boy [1:20 A.M.]: ok
Bow646 [1:20 A.M.]: lol
boy [1:20 A.M.]: what are u tinking right now...?
Bow646 [1:21 A.M.]: that this stuff almost always comes up late at night
boy [1:21 A.M.]: lol
Bow646 [1:22 A.M.]: and how this guy that i went out w would asking me what i was feeling and i would always respond w what i was thinking and hed be like no what are u feeling and i had a hard time answering
Bow646 [1:22 A.M.]: but thats not really involved in thsi convo
boy [1:23 A.M.]: yes
boy [1:23 A.M.]: but thanks for the aside
Bow646 [1:23 A.M.]: yea thinking outloud
boy [1:23 A.M.]: ok
Gberg86 [1:23 A.M.]: im stareing at my screen
Gberg86 [1:23 A.M.]: how bout u
Bow646 [1:24 A.M.]: rubbing my eyes
Bow646 [1:26 A.M.]: want to do my english ppr
boy [1:26 A.M.]: sorry, no
Bow646 [1:27 A.M.]: was worth a shot
boy [1:27 A.M.]: unless ud like to pay me or make some kind of a barter
Bow646 [1:27 A.M.]: hmm nagh
boy [1:28 A.M.]: i mean if we were neighborrs id do it for u
Bow646 [1:28 A.M.]: lol wat
Bow646 [1:30 A.M.]: wat did u mean by neighboors
boy [1:30 A.M.]: like if i were closer o u, id come over and help u processs it and edit it
Bow646 [1:31 A.M.]: oooooo
boy [1:31 A.M.]: distance-wise
boy [1:31 A.M.]: not relationship-wise
boy [1:31 A.M.]: nobody is hitting on u at all
Bow646 [1:31 A.M.]: i just didnt know what u meant
Bow646 [1:31 A.M.]: lol i didnt take it that way at all
Bow646 [1:31 A.M.]: i didnt even know u could lol
boy [1:32 A.M.]: Bow646: i didnt even know u could lol >>come again?
Bow646 [1:32 A.M.]: i didnt know that "neighboors" could be used to hit on someone
boy [1:33 A.M.]: uve just crossed over two ideas
boy [1:33 A.M.]: wha is wrong w u ?
Bow646 [1:33 A.M.]: boy [1:31 A.M.]: distance-wise
boy [1:31 A.M.]: not relationship-wise
boy [1:31 A.M.]: nobody is hitting on u at all
Bow646 [1:33 A.M.]: u confused me
boy [1:34 A.M.]: i said tht bc maybe ud thinkid wanna come over....... ugh nm
boy [1:34 A.M.]: this is getting all jumbled
boy [1:34 A.M.]: now my headache is back
Bow646 [1:34 A.M.]: yea i think we need to go to sleep
Bow646 [1:34 A.M.]: or read or something
boy [1:35 A.M.]: ya
boy [1:35 A.M.]: and i had the perfect thing to say
boy [1:35 A.M.]: but now it doesnt tie in
boy [1:35 A.M.]: ugh
Bow646 [1:35 A.M.]: say it anyway
boy [1:35 A.M.]: now it will sound creept, skeezy, lude
boy [1:35 A.M.]: etc
Bow646 [1:35 A.M.]: lol
boy [1:35 A.M.]: well, not lude
Bow646 [1:35 A.M.]: spit it out!
boy [1:36 A.M.]: i cant
boy [1:36 A.M.]: id rather say it in person
boy [1:36 A.M.]: but u konw what?
boy [1:36 A.M.]: i shouldn't saying anything like tht ymore
Bow646 [1:36 A.M.]: its up tp u man
boy [1:37 A.M.]: ive said it before
boy [1:37 A.M.]: and then u say the ame thng
boy [1:38 A.M.]: or one of us says hte sae thing and we get into the same old thng
Bow646 [1:38 A.M.]: o man u know what ur making it sound llike
boy [1:38 A.M.]: what
Bow646 [1:38 A.M.]: those old couples who have the same convo over and over again
boy [1:38 A.M.]: lol
Bow646 [1:39 A.M.]: i know i can be an old woman and yes i like old woman sweaters but damn man
boy [1:39 A.M.]: u want me to say it
boy [1:39 A.M.]: dont u
Bow646 [1:39 A.M.]: its 100% up tp you
boy [1:39 A.M.]: ya
boy [1:39 A.M.]: y not.....i dnno
boy [1:40 A.M.]: when the thought comes to my minnd others com to mind
boy [1:40 A.M.]: other things arre prevoked
boy [1:40 A.M.]: and then i just have the complsion to kiss u
boy [1:40 A.M.]: well, ud have to at least be in the same room, lol
Bow646 [1:41 A.M.]: o man
Bow646 [1:41 A.M.]: i feel like if we lived closer and actually saw each other thered be times were wed just like jump on each other
boy [1:42 A.M.]: yeah, tht might be fct
boy [1:42 A.M.]: ya
boy [1:42 A.M.]: we'll have to get a chaperone
boy [1:42 A.M.]: lol
Bow646 [1:43 A.M.]: lol
Bow646 [1:44 A.M.]: ok bed time
boy[1:44 A.M.]: agreed

interesting convo dont you tink?

2. my new schedule
i start at 10:20 and end at 3 everyday. i have class everyday which is not so bad. i am taking 15 credits and some of my prereq's yay.

3.Prof Llorenz really likes me and wants me to go to law school. he told me he could see me teaching at Smith and having my students feel really comfortable w me. and i was like i could see that too. im the poo just take a wiff, lol, how gross is that saying.

4. getting a b+ on a midterm you thought u bombed, sweet. hearing that even if u bomb he wont give you lower than a c, sweet. the fact that that teacher likes me, sweet.

5.handed in my speech final early and almost done w my ethics ppr. need to work on english. anyone know mla style writing? im kinda nervous about english but we shall see.

6. Sara h asked me what i was doing and i said "blogging" and she asked if she could read it and i made some excuses up and it got me thinking abt the whole certain ppl reading this issue. hmm.

7. home for Shabbos which i havent been in a couple of weeks.should be nice.

8.dorm papers are in and supposedly i am too. waiting to hear def final word. most likely rooming w Sheena and Shira, sweet.

ok im going to go make taht sandwhich ive been craving all night.
love and faith
muah

hmm i thought im more to the right

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 23:53:40 GMT